" I'M A LIARRRRR !!!

Have been isolated in my own world real  LONG !!

She did reply me with some short messages and poof ! Went missing again..

I really wondering what's her thinking and how can I save this time round. 

Basically, this is how our argument started. 

There is this one fine day,  I been working the whole day

and she just woke up in the late evening. Due to she facing some mild insomnia, so I decided to accompany 

her throughout the night.

This is where, all these nightmare started to enter my life. I been falling asleep so

frequently and this is one of the things she hated most. hmm. 

I been trying my best to but somehow nothing 

seems worked out and I really failed on this part. However , this isn't t the thing I regretted most for this

whole argument but mainly is because of  Lie-ing .  When she called up me, I awoke and replied her that I

was with her in the game and she asked the second time and I still insisted that I was awake 

and still with her, I knew clearly that she don't like I falling asleep but even more dislike me to tell a  lie.

On that point of time, I was just thinking to avoid her from thinking me I felt asleep again and of course I 

really wanted to accompany her .

Then after a week later, I start met up with some of my old friends. Yup,. as usual they will start to ask

how was me and also the another half of me. I told what happened  and true enough, I made a mistake

which is lying toward her. That was the moment when  I started to understand and realized it. 

But seems like it was too late!

I'm a not good enough,

I'm Liar

I'm over-care for what I wanted to give you

but neglected the quality that I should behave.

Attitude that serve us right , that could possibly

bring us far, I failed it

Totally.

Always realized it after every incident happened

and it will be always too late to do any amendment

Endless chance, patiently educate me,

but not a single shit went into my mind.

 Wouldn't expect you to give me anymore chance

but I found out that I should 

go for it and do something it for next time round.

Thanks for educating me

Despite knowing I will fail again,

You've been patient enough.

Sincerely thank you for everything.

I should be the one to do, So, one day you will be telling me that
I grown up and can be someone making you proud !
I will be the one !! I WILL...